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husband in 1963: “From Kyzyl-Orda we moved to Tashkent by train. When
we arrived, I noticed that people in Tashkent dressed just like Uyghurs,
men with white shirts and belbagh [cloth belt], women dresses with simple
waistcoat (pinjek), their hair intricately plaited into many braids (ushshaq
oriwalghan)…I said my husband: Hey, Abdurehim khan, you told me you
would bring me to Tashkent, but it seems like you brought me to Kashgar.
He said, no it is Tashkent. I said, no, it looks just like Kashgar. I felt like I
was in Kashgar. Almost the same bazaars, same stuff…Even their houses
were like in Kashgar. We visited one family there. The hosts and their
house reminded me of Yarkend (near Kashgar). The only slight difference
was the language. The ovens,
furniture, and the cushions for sitting or
resting (korpa) even were identical.”
In conclusion, I should say that for more than 20 years until
perestroika
(1985) the Uyghur immigrants from Xinjiang had no connections with their
relatives who lived beyond the border. Most of the interviewees visited
their homeland immediately after the borders opened, some of them even
several times having a chance to invite their relatives in Xinjiang to visit
the Soviet Union. Even though immigrants of the 1950-1960s adjusted
to Soviet life and their children grew up in the Soviet Union, some of
them still missed their homeland and hoped that one day they could go
back. These feelings and aspirations became stronger after the collapse of
the Soviet Union when the Central Asian countries became independent.
Immigrants always discuss the events of the 1950-1960s and conclude that
the migration mostly was a result of the Sino-Soviet relations, in which
the Uyghurs turned out to be a puppet in the hands of two great powers.
Uyghur immigrants often think of what would have happened if they or
their parents had stayed in Xinjiang. Would they have survived the Cultural
Revolution of 1966-1976? Is the their life in Central Asian countries have
today worth the price they paid, the price of losing their homeland and
becoming refugees? Answers to these questions change over time: while
two years ago people were nostalgic about their ancestral homeland,
now they appreciate being in independent Central Aasian countries, due
to the current, ever-worsening, political situation in the Xinjiang Uyghur
Autonomous Region, PRC. They have big concerns about the condition of
Uyghurs across the border, especially given that many of them still have
relatives there.